Just like I had predicted and the reason why I posted 4 emails yesterday. I experienced another retribution in the form of an ingestive assault experiencing symptoms on this early morning of 4/15/26. On 4/13/26  I worked out in Montclair I did not experience what I experienced tonight. On that Monday evening, I came home later on played the guitar that night and went to sleep and sleep through the night comfortably. Tonight I cannot sleep did not play the guitar stomach is un

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What superpower did I develop most from the long period of time that I experienced narcissist abuse? A lot of loss and still to this day it is all about a competition for them and wanting to annihilate you. There is a lot of being alone, a lot of not being able to take care of yourself, a lot of suppression, containment, and abuse physically/emotionally. It goes further like a ring to cast this out on anyone that does not bide by them and if I am to be believed in by others t

Preventing war is important yesterday in a rare rebuke the U.S. ambassador accused China of undermining diplomacy. In todays times it seems the conflicts with autocratic nations that are ruled by dictator’s and tyrants is becoming very threatening to world peace. Well what about right here in our own country? Yesterday I posted a blog before leaving to work, hurried through it, and when I got home late last night after work I read through it and it is difficult to pick up the